When we do basic moves in the line, sometimes it's inevitable to kick or hit people next to us. Whenever I'm the one kicking or punching or slashing other people, I always feel so bad. I would be aware of it until the end of the class - trying to leave more space or moving faster or slower. I would keep thinking about it until I can say sorry to the person or make sure that he/she is cool.
On the other hand, whenever I got kicked, hit, punched, stepped on, etc. I always want to show that I'm fine - no worries - keep training - forgetaboutit - no big deal - smiling - Omitoufu. And it always *was* no big deal. These never stay in my head longer than 3 seconds which is how long the pain lasts.
I realized this - and thought - maybe I shouldn't worry about it too much. Just let it go. Maybe other people were trying to show me too that they were fine when I touched them too.
I know that we should be aware of ourselves and people and place around us. Well - sometimes I am not.
What usually goes on in your head whenever you happen to kick somebody in the line?
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